hate letter

I love to hate ***.

Yes, for me, hating isn't such a ghastly word, especially when it comes to ***. It is at this state when I can focus and see myself in a pedestal above ***. You who I, for so long, have been trying to endure indecisiveness and incapacitation from.

Man, honestly, is your heart just bleak cold and hard? Do you have an over-bloated ego? Have you still been practicing your notoriety of ignorance or are you just plain stupid? The signs were given, yet you showed no thought about it. People are damn fed up of what you have been continually trying to show because it is not you who is affected by the stench of the hogwash, but us. It is not you who is feeling bitter over how the once sought after dream of living in a beautiful abode remained forever a dream. It is not you who is getting utterly upset about breaking the rules. Rules you seem to think of as preposterous. In case you do not know, rules are made for people to follow since they were intended for the furtherance of a society, however minute or immense it is. It is not you who gets ireful every time you exhibit lethargy towards your obligations. Obligations you never do. And most especially, it is not you, of ALL PEOPLE, who has the right to decide my future on whether I will do well on a profession or not when you are basically numb and ill-informed about the matter. To tell you the truth, I was really shocked when the allegation came. It came too late, but nevertheless, my outrage since then barely wore out. You used your helplessness as an excuse to pass your duty and then afterwards I see you lingering about, having the time of your life, as if you were vigorous all along. Helplessness, eh? You are almost at the brink of our patience, so start compensating for the gravity of your misdemeanor. Do not accuse other people of things you are more worth condemning of. The onus is not on us, it is on you. Do not try to pass everything off as play, because it is not. Remember: all work and no play makes someone a dull boy. But all play and no work makes someone not even worth calling dull. This is not backstabbing. I am just restating the given.

Of course, you know this, don't you?